I am up in the middle of the night.  Mind racing.  Can’t go back to sleep.  So I have done some organizing of stuff on the computer.  Organizing of lacrosse stuff.  Running a club and a league, while coaching teams, has been a monumental task this spring.  When you do so much, you can’t do any of it well.

And I do believe that is what is happening with me.

There is also a ton of stress surrounding this spring league this year.  Is it worth the aggravation?  I am not so sure.

The cost to my family is getting very high.  Very high.