I am up in the middle of the night. Mind racing. Can’t go back to sleep. So I have done some organizing of stuff on the computer. Organizing of lacrosse stuff. Running a club and a league, while coaching teams, has been a monumental task this spring. When you do so much, you can’t do any of it well.
And I do believe that is what is happening with me.
There is also a ton of stress surrounding this spring league this year. Is it worth the aggravation? I am not so sure.
The cost to my family is getting very high. Very high.